I was having a heart to heart with the Lord. I keep telling him that I want a husband. Thinking all sorts of things in my mind.
I thought about why when I was so close, to having my husband (my ex and I broke up shortly after we had decided to get married), it didn't work out at this time.
And then it hits me
the scripture if I have not love... 1 Corinthians: 12:1-13. He made it clear to me something my eyes have never been opened to.
If I have not love but have all these things...everything (a husband) and not have love then....there is no point. And then He reminded me of 1 John 4:8. God is love. God is LOVE. I read the scripture again, replacing the word love with God and it made complete sense.
God has shown me over and over that He is faithful. He revealing to me that even though I have a husband it doesn't mean that I will have God in my life. He allowed me to see that even though I may have other things in my life it doesn't mean that I will have what is most important. Love=God.
He wants me to understand...and learn to love and have deep and stable His love in the only place it should be, in my heart, soul, mind and spirit. His love. Never moving, unchanging, because when I do marry my husband, God can never leave our relationship, or be put aside, or ignored.
He will be faithful until I get it. I had missed it twice already, and He had to point it out to me again. He wants to make sure, I see it now before some other story is read for my life. First seek the kingdom of God and His righteousness and everything will be added unto you. Delight in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. He is very simple and long suffering for us to get the little things, that will catapult us into His eternity.
I knew both scriptures existed but both had never been connected in a way that had to do with my husband.
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