I've been having so much breakthrough with not missing my ex anymore. It sort of just happened Thursday. I was sitting there, thinking about stuff, and nothing! I had no withdrawals of missing my ex or wishing I was with him.
I know it is relatively quick, but I was determined to be free of the bondage and lies.
The last time I saw him was around the last couple of weeks before I moved. I am glad that Father was/is faithful throughout the process. He gave an order and I obeyed and within that guidance I was able to be free from missing him (no more teary reminiscing).
God is so good! He is so gooood all the time! I am glad that I have the privilege of knowing a God who cares about our every move and what we are about.
Now, by no means am I forgetting the pain I went through, because of my disobedience, but I am for sure learning from it.
RUNNING
So, forever and a day now, I've been thinking about running. Running away from all the problems of life...lol not really.
I've been thinking of becoming a runner where I can just put on some shoes and go! I would love to be called a runner by people in random cars and run away if I was ever in a dangerous situation. As of right now, I wouldn't be able to evade anyone on foot if my life depended on it.
I have been down this road before. I've read a bit about how I should start and train for marathons blah, blah, blah. However, I haven't actually done it. But kick myself all the time because I don't actually start. I'm sure I can do it, my brother started out of the blue, I'm sure I can do it, just for the heck of it!
I am looking at this website: http://www.runnersworld.com/article/0,7120,s6-380-381--678-5-1X2X4X5X6-6,00.html
First Steps!!
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