God's Best

So, for the past few months I have been completely in love and infatuated with Korean Dramas!

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I can't seem to get enough. Anyway, currently I am watching this one called Boys Before Flowers.

Besides the point, one of the character said, " It doesn't matter the route as long as the heart finds the right destination." Ok, I added the heart part.

Then the Lord helped me to see:

THANK YOU, LORD! That he is giving me an opportunity to have his best whether he is or not. Thank you Lord for letting me see that it is still a choice to trust you and receive your best.

I TRUST YOU, LORD! It's like even though we aren't even together...I still was choosing to be stuck and captive in that choice or idea to wait for him and accept him EVEN if he isn't Father's best for me. God you are so faithful and good to me! I love you Lord.

It's like especially with relationships, the worldly mindset is to take what's in front of you and not wait for the perfect will of God.

You worry and worry about if he is the one or if he is not. You don't really think about being content in your singleness until Mr. God's Will comes along. We get cheated out of time and energy, that can be better spent serving the Lord. If you're like me you've spent a good portion of your life wondering and thinking, praying...hoping the person you are with or are not with is the one.

Enough is enough, we should be anxious for nothing but bring everything to the Lord with prayer and supplication with thanksgiving. Because honestly, if he gave us this desire for intimacy he really is faithful to fulfill it without need to afflict ourselves with disquieted longings.

I don't want to be engrossed furthermore in wasting more time and energy in my pursuit of Mr. Right, but instead really focus on becoming the person that Mr. God's Will, will need when we do find each other.

Meanwhile, I will enjoy deep relationships with family and friends; while serving the Lord with what he wills.

I don't have to date around to get married.