Lost and Found

It's almost five in the morning and I haven't fallen asleep. I keep looking on the internet listening to old music before I came to know the Lord, those old soul ties try and put their chains around you subtly. I don't think so, the only thing I realize is that I am way better off with the future that the Lord has ready for me. I don't want to give that all up for something that is no longer a part of me.

I praise God for not allowing me to make drastic decisions that would have tied me down to a past, that I'm glad I don't have nor ever really wanted. I'm glad that even in my farthest time away from him he had his greatest mercy on me. He gave me understanding even when I didn't know him nor did I ever even think of knowing him.

I saw truth and I saw a greater future. I can't express how greatly appreciative I am for him taking care of me and preserving me for the latter wine and glory of his will in me, in Christ Jesus. He knew I would one day find, love and serve him. Thank you Jesus.