Word - Prosperity

Today at church there was an altar call to receive prayer for the walking out of a promise that God has given us. So i waited a second and then I said ok I have a promise too even though I wasn't sure what it was. So I went up and they prayed and they talked and then ministered to certian people.

Well, after a while poeple all around me ahd received praer and they sort of skipped me. So, I was thinking to myself if I should go to sleep since I had received a lot from the Lord already and Carrie had prayed for me. Well, then I walked and I looked around and was really thinking I should go but then thought to myself. If the service is over and they don't pray for me then oh well. So, I finally just decided to stay and the guy that was standing next to me was called over and then prayed for haha this is so funny how I was battling myself and then I just didn't give in to the lies of the enemy about me just sitting down because they weren't going to pray for me.

So, then i stood there and Keith says you right there come here. I wasn't sure if he was talking to me and then I said who? And then he said yeah you come here. I looked behind me and then realized that it was me he was talking to and then i walked up and he told a few people get behind her. I raised my hands and closed me eyes and he said look at me, hello look at me lol. So, I looked at him and he just looked straight into my eyes. He then said when I look at you the Lord said to me she has a head on her. She has a head on her that is like a ram. A ram he is going to use you to break barriers. He said you have a backbone that makes you tough. The backbone has come through your mom and your mom's mom. You are strong, the Lord had made you strong because what the Lord wants to do with you, you must be strong. He said that he was going to use me as a battering ram to break through the barriers of past generations. Lord get me ready!

Praise God!

Amen!

Word

Today I was with a family that was visiting Lauren my new bff. Anyway, I asked them to prophecy over me and so we prayed, praised the Lord and asked for the HOly Spirit to guide us to what he wanted said. So, as we were there I received three words from Michael said that he saw me with a tool bag and he saw how the Lord was giving me new tools in with what he is going to do with me next. He said that I should receive them and that the Lord is moving something new with me. Then Phil said that every prayer that I pray to the Lord about my family will be answered by him (I want to say I heard swiftly). Then Penny told me that she saw a picture of crust on me. Then that the Lord removed the crust and she saw sandwiches without the crust. Then she felt that the Lord was saying that the sandwiches I would be feeding either to the Lord or to people who are higher up. Yesterday at work as I went to get the bread from the car for the party I felt like the Lord was telling me that I was the bread bringer and I felt like I would be giving the bread to important people. Then she said she felt like maybe I would be giving the bread to maybe royalty or high up positions maybe even unto the Lord. Then when I made my lunch earlier which turned out terrible I decided to remove the crust from the sandwich, it almost felt surreal because I just looked down at the crust of the sandwich and realized that I always eat it and for some reason I didn't do it this time. I ended up eating half of the sandwich and leaving the crust aside as well. I've had so much fun with this family which is sooo great!

Then I gave words to Prisca, Michael, Penny and PHil. First, that Prisca has an array of colors that call people to her because she carries that favor. Then for Michael I saw an eagle that soars high and he is called to soar high from the Lord's perspective and to swiftly catch his prey and move them out of the way. Then for Penny I saw a woman statue and then a serpent arose from under it and entwined itself around the statue and then the statue bursted into a million pieces. Turns out that the Statue is Artemus a goddess that reins over the region or the country of Turkey which is where they are headed to next they are selling all packing all and moving to Turkey specifically Natalya. Which is beautiful saw pictures of it online....amazing!!! Then for Phil i saw an aladain's lamp and the Lord said ask for whatever you want and he will give it to you. So, I let him know and so more power to you Lord!!! I love what you are doing in me Lord i just want more and more and more and more of you Lord! This is going to be great because you are so saturating me with you love I just want to belong to you! Amen ;-)

Lost and Found

It's almost five in the morning and I haven't fallen asleep. I keep looking on the internet listening to old music before I came to know the Lord, those old soul ties try and put their chains around you subtly. I don't think so, the only thing I realize is that I am way better off with the future that the Lord has ready for me. I don't want to give that all up for something that is no longer a part of me.

I praise God for not allowing me to make drastic decisions that would have tied me down to a past, that I'm glad I don't have nor ever really wanted. I'm glad that even in my farthest time away from him he had his greatest mercy on me. He gave me understanding even when I didn't know him nor did I ever even think of knowing him.

I saw truth and I saw a greater future. I can't express how greatly appreciative I am for him taking care of me and preserving me for the latter wine and glory of his will in me, in Christ Jesus. He knew I would one day find, love and serve him. Thank you Jesus.

Eiffel Tower

The other day I would say about a month ago now. I was cleaning up my apartment and my room. I had an idea to make a collage of a few photos that I have of the Eiffel Tower on one wall in my room. I only had two pictures so I put those up in an abnormal fashion. Since I only had two pictures there was going to be a gap in the wall. I had a three picture frame and then just a regular sized one with one picture in the middle.

I hung them up but realized that the third one would need to go above the other two in the right side corner. I though about it to myself and didn't think much mroe about it until it would be time to fill it again.

This is how they ended up:

A couple of weeks ago now, on a

Monday my friend Thais was telling me that she had a gift for me and I asked her what it was and she negated to tell me so I moved on. Thursday I would see her and I could get it from her then.

So, Thursday came and I was waiting after service so I could get it from her car. So, she came and guess what it was?!!!!

Yes, an exact fitted picture 16x20 of an Eiffel tower that was black and white that would be going with my collage. Yay! It is a bit cut off from here because I'm not that great at using my webcam as a camera to take a full size picture. Anyway, she didn't know about this (my collage idea) only the Lord did...even at that my though of the third picture was just that...a thought. I didn't even say it out loud. I know that these are material things. But God is so good and he wants to be glorified in all things even the little things that we don't think much about .....isn't my God amazing? I know so ;-)

I have yet to put them up but once I have put the last one in its frame it'll be put up! Yay God!

Noon Service - 10.7.09

I just got back from noon prayer today and it was truly amazing! Gods presence was so strong. I literally went numb from my limbs! I just knew I had to be at church today.

Being in His presence makes everything align my mind body soul to align with God's heart. I know God's purpose will be completed. I don't want to hold on to any little bit that, I have, I am giving God what belongs to Him. I am not playing around. His face is being revealed boundaries are being set...How much do I want?

How much do you want?

120 Eyeshadow Palette from Ebay

Today I got in my Manly 120 eyeshadow palette also the 10 blush palette. The colors are amazingly great quality! I couldn't get the eye shadows open fast enough! I love these they were totally cheap only drag is that you have to pay really high shipping (though it is coming from China).

Anywho, the shadows are amazingly good quality and very pigmented (great color pay-off). I was surprised at the excellent condition that the packaging came in it traveled a great distance to come into my arms. Anyway, I've taken some pictures and here they are!

1. 10 Blush Palette

2. Blue green eye shadows
3. Pinks and Purples eye shadows

I put some on they go on very smooth and pigmented, again they were super cheap about $8.99 I think and the blush palette was maybe $6.99. Whoa, it's raining and thundering outside! I love it!

I will definitely be doing some makeup looks with this palette off of videos from YT... can't wait!

This is who I ordered from and though the shipping did take a while I believe I ordered around the 5th and didn't get them until the 19th roughly two weeks but they are coming from far. The condition of the products when they arrived were perfect none were broken.

http://stores.shop.ebay.com/abestlife__W0QQ_armrsZ1

The communication was great she emailed promptly when I had questions, overall I had a good experience with this seller.

Restoration

This posting stuff is hard to do. I am always too tired to actually post something. Today was a great service at First Fruits. It was amazing actually always is, I am one new wo"man"!

My leg knee down is very sore, from those rain boots that I just put on that actually fit me in an odd way...but they did their job my feet were not muddy or wet walking through the rough terrain.

When first fruits started well actually exactly as I got there (the service had already started). They were honoring some Native Americans, prophetically giving them some land that was stolen from them when the Natives went through the Trail of Tears.

Well the part that I caught was so powerful because the moment I got to my seat it hit me so hard. The man that was giving the land back that rightfully belonged to the Native Americans before it was stolen from them. The Lord had told this couple (I didn't get their names) to purchase this land because they were going to use it for something. So, out of obedience they purchased the land after a little while the Lord revealed to them why they needed to do it.

The man that was handing over the rights began to say how it was legally theirs to have and how they were beginning to restore what the enemy had taken from them hundreds of years prior. The Lord was beginning to restore what was rightfully theirs.

What hit me so hard was when he said the Lord has sent them two to buy the land by their own means and out of obedience hold it for a purpose that the Lord had. ONLY God can restore what has been lost! It is amazing that we serve such an amazing God who cares and that he sees all, NOTHING escapes His sight and he knows what the enemy has taken and he wants to restore it back to us! Hallelujah!

What other thing, idol, god can give you what only the Great I AM can promise and secure?

I lost it when he said that the Lord told me to give this to you! I mean seriously who buys 33 acres of land out and then gives it away? Only the great I am, can truly use anyone to align what was taken from you to begin with...ONLY God can redeem was was lost and that He even cares enough and truly loves enough to do it.

I really know and understand that I can trust God for all that is stored up for me and my family. The great anointing, prosperity, creativity that has not been given to us because nobody has claimed it...God freely has given us all things through Christ but it's up to us to ask him for it all.

I ask you Lord as you have been putting in my heart this past year that I will be receiving all that you have stored up because no one else wanted it. I want the triple anointing all that the storehouse is holding for the one person to ask for it. I WANT IT ALL!!!

It will go beyond all future generations that YOU will be glorified and that others will see your greatness and favor! I love you Lord. For who you are to me, for what all I shall become in you, Father.

Mud and Mire

Noon prayer was awesome today ;-) we got to play with mud and put it on our faces!

The Lord is really taking us through this past season and we are making it through to the new land regardless if mud is trapped around our feet....I put it on my face because I heard "warrior" using it to intimidate my enemy because regardless... I WIN!!

I went to the dealership to get my car serviced and the lady looked at me weird lol, it was a bit distracting. It's a bit toned down in this picture earlier it was full blown "football player" face.

Accounting

So, JUST finished my accounting exam and it went exceptionally well! The studying has paid off. Now next the following exam two more weeks but first assignment and then my major paper. I will focus on this coming week. The test was covering ten chapters of theory and minimal computations so this one will be the easier of the two exams.

I am determined to make an A just because I can and it doesn't matter if the average grade of those that have taken it in the past is a B, the Lord gives me wisdom and understanding! What else can I ask for? If He is for me, who can be against me? What can mortal man do to me?

I got myself a treat at the gas station on the way up here. I got some Starbucks coffee (I purchased the wrong Mocha Frappuccino; I meant to get the Dark Mocha, which is way better than the regular).

Ready to tackle the remainder of the class now.

Computations here I come!

Updated: 9.26.09 11:59p.m.

Predator

“God is going to give you a tremendous amount of meat (revelation-wise) for your ministry. You’re going to need it! God has also made you a predator toward the kingdom of darkness and you need to begin to see yourself that way when it comes time to confront the demonic! God has made you so that your presence strikes terror into the heart of the enemy.  You will carry the Spirit of the Fear of the Lord and delight in it. The ground will shake where the soles of your feet tread.”